The Billionaire's Secret, Obsession ( Book 4 ) A Sultry & Delicious Enemies-to-Lovers Romance Series by Mya Grey
Author:Mya Grey [Grey, Mya]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-05-19T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter 9
A Motherâs Love
Arielle Nygard
Under a fragile mask of calm, Iâm seething as I drive away from Samâs house. But I hold it in for Austinâs sake. He doesnât deal well with anger and after the completely out-of-the-ordinary night heâs had, he is undoubtedly teetering on the edge of a meltdown. I know that I donât have the strength to handle that right now, so I have to keep my emotions in check until I can settle him in a familiar space.
Once at home, Austin takes himself off to the TV lounge and I hear the sounds of his favorite show emanating from the room. I stick my head around the door to make sure heâs okay and manage to reach my bedroom before the tears start falling. Tears of anger and heartache.
What the hell was Sam thinking, asking me to uproot my life â Austinâs life â to move to a third-world country? Doesnât he realize how distressing that would be for a kid with Austinâs issues? Has he given any thought to the healthcare requirements of an autistic child? Havenât I compromised enough by looking past his thievery? And how had he known about Timâs romantic advances? Iâm sure Iâve never mentioned it to him before. But worst of allâ¦the things he said about Steve⦠Thatâ¦that was unspeakably cruel. Just thinking about it gets my blood boiling.
I take my anger out on an innocent throw pillow, punching with all my might until the feeling ebbs. All thatâs left now is the pain. I sob into the same pillow, hoping to muffle the noise enough to not alert Austin to my distress.
I donât want to lose Sam. Heâs completely amazing and despite our short courtship, I canât imagine my life without him. Heâs brought me out of the desert of widowhood and back into the land of the living. Heâs reminded me of how wonderful it is to share my life with someone who truly cares about me and the people I care about. I feel alive again and heâs the reason why. And then, of course, thereâs the fact that heâs ridiculously good-looking, and makes my toes curl with pleasure.
But Austin has to be my priority. His autism means that he doesnât handle change well. He needs order and familiarity. When I accidentally bought the wrong brand of orange juice once, he had a meltdown that took me hours to settle. And Sam wants me to move him halfway across the globe? I canât imagine what that would do to Austin.
When the tears dry up, Iâm emotionally numb. I wash my face and leave my bedroom to check on Austin. Heâs still content in the TV room, doing a puzzle. Itâs his favorite pastime. I spy the deck of playing cards, stacked neatly, on the floor by his feet. My heart gives a small hitch, but I suppress the emotion and focus on my happy child. I sit down across from him and watch him work his magic. Iâm not allowed to join in; I upset his rhythm and concentration.
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